Bitter

So, I don't really have time to be blogging right now. But I feel like I need to write.

I was really bitter by the end of today. I hate being bitter. It makes me snappy and rude. I think when i'm bitter, often I am just having a pity-party for myself. At some point in my bitterness, I am still bitter, but I realize that I am bitter and that I shouldn't be. I go into self-reflection mode. I want to be hugged and I want to be left alone. I want to sleep, I want to cry. Hopefully, this phase does not last too long. Music helps. Songs about regret, hope, and love. Songs about meaning in life and second chances. Songs that do not blame any gods, boys, or authorities, but see the problem lying within me.

"We're the problem, we're the solution The cure and the disease" - Ben Harper

and now to study Trig and Sociology.