I feel like writing, but I don't have anything to say. I'll probably edit this later, when some actual thoughts come to my mind. I might (probably not, though) go see "Definitely, Maybe" later today. I really want to see it. I love father, daughter things. It makes me happy. I don't know if it has anything to do with me lacking both a father and a father figure in my life, but I could spend an entire day watching a dad play with his child and not be bored. I suppose I'm just weird..
But watching them interact, you can't help but realize that this is love, you know? It's love. And it brings me joy.
So yeah, anyways, I really want to go see that movie.
What else, what else...
It feels like spring today. It's warm-ish. Which is weird, because it snowed earlier this week. I feel like running...
Hmm, everyone today was asking me when my surgery is...2 more full days of life left. Hah. It's becoming more real...
In 2 days, I will possibly never be able to eat french fries, ice cream, a lot of meat, creamy stuff, and lots, lots more. In 2 days, I will have a huge scar across my stomach for the rest of my life. In 2 days, I will be experiencing real, physical pain. In 2 days, I may never have a stomachache again. In 2 days, hearts will be strained and rested. I hope.
anyways, enough worrying. Today has been good so far. I'm gonna go run.
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i look at dads playing with their daughters in envy sometimes. cause my dad has never done that with me. most of the time i feel like he doesn't even care about me. then other times i just don't care. its hard to explain, but i usually don't enjoy watching families have fun together, since my family doesn't ever get along that well.
Yeah, I totally know what you mean, Erin. My family isn't all that close and my dad barely ever showed that he cared for me in my young mind, so that has affected me, although my reaction seems to be the opposite of yours. But I'm probably just weird. I dunno.
Best of luck to you, Erin. I hope you can grow closer to your family and experience that love soon. :)
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