I have begun to realize that I am one of those people that are afraid of letting themselves go. I don't have much confidence. I look to others for compliments and uplifting remarks.
I think we do need each other, that without love we cannot truly exist.
but how am i to find that love?
how am i to give myself away? to let myself go?
will i ever know?
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i am sick.
i felt like blogging.
i don't know if that made any sense.
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hmm..
what do you mean by 'letting themselves go'?
idunno...love is supposed to be letting yourself go, right?
like, opening yourself up enough to let someone else in?
i think my point was i am afraid of love.
it can be.
depends on the kinda of love you are talking about i guess.. :)
:(
man, I feel that way too. too often in my mind. I wish I didn't feel the constant need for compliments from others or the fear of putting myself out there for others to see but I do.
and I wonder how anyone will ever possibly be able to see me if I can't do that.
I love my friend to death but once again I find myself sitting on the side lines watching everyone around us be drawn to her..and no one looks at me. I wonder how I ever was that type of person, the type that people gravitate towards, because I was..but I guess I grew out of it. Out of any shred of self-confidence I ever had, and my right to be seen.
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