I love summer. It's probably my favorite time of year. No school, cool/hot, no stress, just time to sit and relax and do whatever you want. I love it. But there is one thing I hate. Going to camps, meeting some awesome people, and never seeing them again. I hate that.
I like people. I am a fairly awkward, quiet person, but I enjoy meeting people and making new friendships. Today, I sat in the skate park and talked to this kid. He was pretty cool. Tomorrow is the last day at Rocketown and I am not a regular rocketown go-er. I wish I was, but I'm not. And this kid isn't going to be there tomorrow! You have no idea how sad that makes me. And I cannot, for the life of me, find him on myspace. And I don't know how he'll find me cuz I made it so no one could.
It kills me. I love these people. I wish I lived closer to rocketown so i could go there more often.
And you know what else I hate?
Expensive clothes. I love shopping. My favorite clothing item in the world is the sweater. I LOVE sweaters. Like, I literally drool over them. I do. I love them that much. And they're always SO expensive. So I think I'm gonna splurge. I think I'm gonna splurge on this beautiful sweater at American Apparel. It's $44. Ridiculous, but I suppose I'll wear it quite often. And it really is BEAUTIFUL. Gosh, this is all so depressing. I need to think more happy thoughts. I wonder how angry people live. Do they have to hide from themselves and reality when they are alone so as not to turn crazy?
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i know how you feel alice! or you make a friend and for a while you're really close and then whatever brought you together ends and with it your friendship. it kills me every time.
i get so sick of having to buy cheap clothes or otherwise not being able to buy anything. I wanted a twloha shirt from hot topic but i just can't spend $22 on a tshirt. even if it is twloha :(
I don't know. I can't stand myself the nights that I'm depressed or feeling crappy. I don't know how you can go through life never being happy. I don't think it's possible..you have to have some kind of hope or happiness or something
yeah, yeah. i hate it. it bugs me so much. And I don't really know how to keep in touch with them, because I don't want to seem like a stalker or something..
I dunno. It makes me sad.
SAME. I went to hot topic, saw the pink title shirt, and I was like, ooh, i don't have this in pink, maybe i'll get it. and then i looked at the price and saw $22 and I was like...there's no way. I mean, the shirts are cheaper on the online store. Why is that? But I think it's okay to splurge occasionally. Buy the shirt, melissa. It's only $22. But it's for a good cause, it's pretty, it can start up a conversation, you can wear it often, you can look cool (haha), etc.
and if you think about it, it's like, the price of 2 shirts. so ditch one shirt, buy this one!
& yeah. I can kind of see why the suicide rate is so high. And I guess most people alive find false hope in whatever they can get because otherwise, how will they survive?
i would love to splurge on it. but the only money i have right now has been promised to other people and my parents are broke too. :( My friend when we were in there asked me about twloha. I did a really poor job of explaining it. I soo wish I could. The next time I have money that is what I'll get. Sorry Jon, you're going to have to wait.
yeah, hope. we all need hope. and to be loved.
haha yeah, jon's gonna have to wait for me, too. i just splurged on a sweater and now i feel really bad am i am going to be in debt probably, soon. which sucks. but yeah, i do a bad job explaining twloha as well. don't worry, it's not just you. ;)
mmmhmm.
twhola sold out of like all their new stuff in the first 24 hours of creation. :) it made me happy.
and i explained it to my younger cousin.. i think i did a pretty decent job. haha.. but normally it's harder, but i think because she's younger and we're cousins that somehow made it easier
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