could i do it.

I love when no one is home, but me.. and i can play guitar with all my might and sing out all that is in my heart and lungs. That is worship to me... sometimes i wonder if i could lead people into that with me. If i could stand with them and help them lift their voices in truth. If i could make it simple and sweet.. and also loud and roaring. I wonder if my favorite love songs could become theirs... i wonder if i could help them.. if i could help be god's love towards them. I wonder if i could ever make art that could help someone reach God or God reach them. I wonder if i could do it in front of lots of people without being to nervous and being totally open, honest and with my heart worn on my sleeve. I wonder if i could do it without worrying to much of how it sounds or how i look.. but i also wonder if i could make it sound good and pleasing to the ears. I wonder if i could cry in front of them.. If i could honestly pray in front of them.

i wonder if i could do it.