Friday, May 23, 2008

here we will sit in the snow

School's out. I feel like I should be rejoicing but I'm not. I've looked forward to this for so long, yet, I'm not happy.
I have this thing with time. I suppose we are always aware of it, always trapped in it. And I have this lingering depression with it, that normally I can suppress, but when it gets too big for me, too close, too dangerous, everything comes back.
I feel like I should be doing something. Getting involved. Helping out somehow. But I don't know how. I have almost 3 months to do something. Anyone got any ideas?


ps: listen to this: www.myspace.com/anniversaire

1 comment:

Christine said...

yeah i understand this feeling..

i was thinking of blogging about near the same thing.. (except i just finished school)